Katie

LIFE SUX!!!

Sat, 03 Jan 2004 19:25:47 GMT

Hey... i am havin one of those days where everything sux.. i hate life and i want it to end!! It feels as tho the ppl i need to care jus dont. As long as their happy they couldnt give 2 shits about how everyone else feels. I dont want to make them feel bad about it or anything.. i dont want pitty. I jus wish that ppl would stop bothering me askin me what worng and then tellin me not to be sad or summin... it would be a hell of alot easier to answer if ppl would jus ask me whats good so i can say, "absolutly nothing!!". Well enoug wit today... its just makin me realize how pathetic i am!
Yesturday started out pretty fuckin gay but it became better i suppose. Since i knew ashley ran away from home i asked her if she wanted to go to Bellivelle wit me and she did. When we got there we walked all the way to Derricks house and sat in his car for about 2 hours waitin for some ppl to come so we can all go blaze. Then we decided to fuck that and Sean came to get us and we went to Rockos sisters house so we can get trees. Back to Derricks and we blazed. We went somewhere else... idk where i wasnt payin attention... but we went to meet up wit the ppl we were supposed to in the 1st place. Sean almost got into an accident when we were in the parkin lot(right in front of a cop).. so derrick didnt want to get back in the car. So me rocko and sean went and broght ashley back to her cuzins cause she wanted to go. We went to get food and smoke another blunt. Sean didnt wanna blaze so0o.. it was only me and rocko! Then we dropped rocko off came home and went to sleep.
Well im finally goin to go get ready for work... i better go now cause if i dont then i wont!!
ByezZz... MaUh!!!
Somebody kill me!!!

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 04:13:11 GMT

Then i came home and the fist thing i did was crack open a beer (I had cotten mouth and that was the only thing to drink in the house)Umm.. i drank ALOT more... took mad shots of Dr., Hypnotic, pucker and had kahlua! I was fuckin gone! My pothead and drunkin ass lost a blunt but its o0ok... i found it this morning!! Everyone decided that they wanted to blaze last night(Deirdre and Ashley and Sean) so they seemed very disappointed.. but what can ya do.. shit happens!
At about 11 summin i went over to Aids house cause Jackie called and said there was mad liquor (if u give up free liquor then u stupid). Once i got there everyone started to flip out(everyone would go nuts every time someone new walked in the door) fuckin crackheads!
I drank some beer then i drank a bottle of Henessy... after that i was on my fuckin ass!! My goal was to remember the ball drop cause i didnt last year.. but it didnt work... i remember about 10 seconds to the ball droppin but i dont really have any rememberance of the ball actually droppin... yea i kno imma crackhead 2(its all good)!!
Well today i woke up to Erin and Pete lookin for Petes keys. We finally found them about an hour ago... in Erins dresser!! DUH... u think she might have gone in there before she left the house.. guess not!
After i found my blunt.. me and Racheal went outside to smoke. ( i went out to smoke... she went out to watch). Then we went to Dunkin Donuts and she bought me breakfest (thank you!)
I took a shower did my hair and makeup then stayed in and cleaned my room... everyone seems very surprised at that!
At this point me and Racheal and drinkin ::bag ass smile on my face:: and soon to be drunk ::lil dance::... i know imma crackhead... i dont give a shit!! Well going to get drunk.. ByezZz__MaUh!!!

ITS NEW YEARS EVE!!!

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 04:09:23 GMT

Hey kiddies... what really good? I jus woke up nd decided to update this shit. i had work yesterday until 7.. it wasnt that bad but its still work!
At about 8 Sean called me from outside and asked me if i wanted to go to Bellivelle wit him.. I said yea.. nuttin better to do right? Neway... we went donw there and within 2 minutes of bein wit rocko and ivan, sean said, "i wanna smoke!" so we got trees. We got 2 blunts and went on a L ride. We drove all the way down 21 and back. (there was nuttin else to do). After that we dicided to go to Rockos sister and get more trees. Lucky for us that his sister didnt give him a Christmas present yet cause she gave us mad bud!! We rolled 4 more blunts (we only asked for and paid for a D) now thats what im talkin bout!
We had nuttin else to do so we went to Ft. Lee near the GW Bride.. we sat on this clif lookin thing that looked like the cliff fromt the Korn video! After gettin high as all fuck.. we left and started to drive home... we got lost. Finally we found our way... Sean dropped Rocko and Ivan off and we came home. I ate then feel asleep

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Wed, 31 Dec 2003 17:10:19 GMT

When i first got my name in live journal i said to myself that i was going to update it everyday... yea that didnt happen. I had it for quite a while and this is only my second entry. Idk i guess its the whole thing about how anyone could jus read it...i know thats kind of the point but the meir thought that someone is readin everything that goes on is kinda freaky. I know im weird idc!!!
Well yesturday was pretty decent!! Woke up at about 12... i know im lazy... went on the computer for a while and talked to ppl. Then my and Brian drove to the mall to exchange a pair of pants my mom got for Christmas cause they were to big and she wanted to wear them tonight. When we got back it was about 2:40 so i had to go straight to work. It wasnt that bad... come to think of it.. it never really is..but of course i hate it.. its a job!! After work i came home and went on the computer for a lil. At about 8 Sean called me and asked if i wanted to go to Bellivelle wit him... nuttin else to do.. so i went. We went to Rockos house to pick him up... Ivan was there 2. Wow.. Ivan and Sean together... it was kind of scary. The thing is.. they actually have alot in common besides Leeann! Me and Rocko both said that we see them chillin on a Saturday night jus drinkin! We blazed 6 Ls with them and drove to Ft. Lee... yea there was nuttin better to do neway! Got home about 1 ate and went to sleep. << yea i kno POTHEAD!!!
Yeah my luck>> tell me how its New Years Eve and i think im gettin sick.. that sux!! o0o well... thats not goin to stop me from gettin fucked up! Theres going to be a lil party at my house so im prolly jus gunna stay home and drink here.
Im goin to lay down and watch sum tv or summin..
(Possible update lata)
Buh_byezZz...MaUh!!!

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 22:31:46 GMT

Erin woke me up early today cause we had plans to go to the mall to buy Christmas presents for ppl. Dana came wit us... i cant believe how big she got... and that shes already 7 months. Damn!! Well, after being at the mall for god knows how long.. we left and came back home. Erin started to decorate the tree and Racheal came over so shes helpin Erin. She keeps yellin at me to go find a extension cord for the lights for the tree but to be honest i just dont want to. I actually should go help cause we're not going to the movies until shes done with the tree and if we dont go to the movies then we dont go to the liquor store so we can get drunkity-drunk-drunk!! Well i decided Erin could wait until my mom gets home... right now im going to do seans hair. Sounds like fun right?